THanks Everyone...I Spose a part of me has given up the fight..my bodys still here but my heart and my mind isnt..im sorry claire..i thought i was strong too..until i lost it..now im not sooo sure..right now theres not much keepin me alive but thanx guys..mwa mwa much love and thanx abbey..ur such an angellll...mwa mwa

hii it was a great poem :D

but i dont agreee with u on ur comment its not true u give up coz ur weak but thats not how it sopposed to be u were sopposed to win this .... i dont know much wats happenein in ur life but givin up hope is wrong thing to do .... we all hv or had bad times in our lives we get angry, sad, felt alone, hurt, been in pain for sooo long but givin up or killin ur self is not the answer?
arent u lookin for answers for ur qustions how r u gonna find them if u give upp everythin u hv ..... i belive in GOD and in Evil i dont know if u do but with God is wrong doin wat u want to do if u ever do somethin with urself it means u letted the Evil control u and u made him win ...... and Evil doesnt hv to be ugly face or terrible voice or somethin like that ..... Evil can be humans who ever did bad to u in ur life and u kill ur self u let that person win y dont u show that persn that u r much more then wat u just showed us right now in ur comment hun life is not fair but we r sopposed to compelte our mission of beeennn hereee we hv to fight for wat is ours just becarefull on wat u decide soorryy if im interferrin on somethings i dont mean it and if i was rude or meany sorry abt that too remember u r much more then weak ..... u r strong u can do it this website has faith in u all ur freinds and family r there i think? if not we r heree we love u n we dont want to lose someone as wonderfull as u r ?

sorry again i wrote alot didnt mean it anyways take caree beacarefull life is precouse :D

again i loved ur poem 5/5
peaceee

Fight It You Say..Iv Been Fighting..Iv Fought For The Last Year And A Half..I Was Strong..And Was Being The Chosen Word Now Im An Empty Shell Of My Former Self..Bad Things Happen..If Their Was A God...He Wouldnt Do This To People..But Thankyou For Your Comment..Some People Are Strong Enough To Fight..Some Arent

hey hailey how u doin?
was that an answer for my comment :D thanx for replyin bak :D
look u r strong but u dont realise it im soooo soorrry hunz if im makin u feel bad or im been a bit** im not tryin to be one im just sayin that dieyin is not the answer and i know u know that too but ur too afraid to realise it plzzzz dont do somethin thats not right u hv soo much ahead off u and YESSS THEREE IS GOD ....... GOD is whatchin over u .... if u still hv faith and hope in GOD u will hv wat u want but i can see that u hv lost it coz off all this pain ..... do u think ur the only one whos goin through this nght mare ur not .... there r pple like u and i know ur sayin u hv fought it for a year and a half but u hvnt tried ur best thats y ... ur giving up on everythin around u... think abt it !!! wats gonna happen to those pple who loves u? who cares abt u??? huuu or wats gonna happen to u after? ...... doin somethin to ur self is not a game to play its a big huge situation ur dealin with !!!!
i know ur angry and bad things happen is coz they were meant to happen GOD didnt do this it was ur distened and ur distened was that u were created to be here and u r soppoesed to be heree till its time for u to go.......
look im just sayin if u do somethin to urself u will regrate it think abt it!!!! if u need someone to talk to im heree just private me and i will try to help out but plzzzz dont do anythin to urself u r more then wat u think
u can fight this u will win if u just got ur faith and hope bak dnt lose the battle ...... maybe this happened for a reason and maybe that reason was to see if u r strong enough for this life or not dont do anythin ur too preciouse hun u r to lots off pple u just hv to open ur eyes and seeeeee

well i didnt want to send this but i am i hope u dont hate me :D
sorry again take careee
again if u need to talk to someone private me if u wantt byee
peaceeee