I am lost
you cant even save me
you have dug a hole to deep
pushing me away
you are suppose to be there
but you aren't
you are suppose to tell me everything
but the whole keeps getting deeper
i haven't seen you for a long time
you didn't see me on Christmas!
you gave me my birthday present 3 months late.
on Halloween you didn't help me with my costume like you used to
the hole keeps getting deeper
get a ladder yourself
because I'm tired of waiting
for you and your life to come into mine
the hole is getting deeper
deeper then the deepest depth
i cant even see you anymore
even though you are only 10 miles away
do you even care or wonder about me?
how can you push me out of your life?
the hole is to deep
i cant even tell you how i feel
you made me go through therapy
when i was scared
breaking down in school
yelling at my friends
and making myself crazy
i want to see you
not so i can say i miss you
so i can say
you're to late
your hole is to deep to reach my hand
I'm not going to save you
your loss is not mine
even though i cant get anyone to replace you
the hole in my heart is stitched back together
not because of you but all my love for everyone else
i wanna the answers to my questions
i want to know why you could say i love you when i was younger and now you wont even look me in the eye
i haven't changed
yeah i look different but
that doesn't change the inside, you have changed the inside
