My day has come

You’re never there, you always fight
At times when I cry
You hold my arm, and punch my face
And make me want to die

I thought you were the one
To help me through it all
Not the one to kick me farther
At the times when I fall

I hate the way you look at me
I hate the way you stare
But most of all I hate the way
that you will never be there

You make me feel like dirt
But maybe this is true
Maybe I am nothing
Because there’s nothing I can do

So now has come the time
To slowly pass away
I never knew exactly when
But today must be the day

I grab the knife, and lots of pills
And bring them to my room
I slit my wrist, fall to the ground
My head hits with a boom

I need to get this done
Without a single trace
You’ve left marks on my heart
That no one can erase

I hope you know
I did this because of you
My breath is getting shorter
And now my life is through