Why Did You Do This To Us?

What did I do to deserve such pain in my life? It was just plain stupidity is all there is to it. I just want to slit my throat and bleed my sins away Is love too much to ask...or even happiness for that matter? I'm sick of the darkness that consumes me. Opening to the light is impossible; light refuses me. I used to love the rain before it turned to acid, hence burning holes in my already tattered heart. My last hope has left me, revealing only false hope all along. The crimson is the only thing that fills my mind now; its beauty, its ever flowing richness. Just one tear in my flesh...enough to subdue me. Oh the feeling it gives me! The cool blade as it sends a magnificent pain through my arm. I can feel my heart beat faster as it cleanses me of my heartache. The blood streams from my veins. And you are so oblivious to my insanity. You've caused so much more than you intended to. You have no idea as I listen to songs of love and heartbreak. It fills me with such unbearable anger. And now, my family is crying because I lay dying. It's because of you...What's that? You've come to save me now? Unfortunately you are far too late my love. We are both full of regret. Accept I am to leave this world and you shall live on. Death and Endless Regret...Why did you do this to us?