Deep in my heart when I pray
I know you’re not for me to keep
But no matter what the cost ill stand by you till my very last days
Ill wish you comfort when you’re upset, and ill weep when you weep
When I look at you I can see that some things wrong
And I’d give my life just to know what it was and have the chance to make it all disappear
I don’t think you’ve felt this way long
But the thought that maybe you have is what I seem to fear the most
There was a point in time that I honestly thought I regretted meeting you
But then I realized that the you I met was still inside the you that you’ve become
When I hear her talk about how much she loved you, I wonder if you ever knew
Do you even know how bad you hurt her, or is your body still nothing but numb
I know you haven’t had it easy
And I understand if you feel like walking away and forgetting it all
But sweet heart please try to open your eyes and see
Walking out will only worsen you’re fall
If I could take the pain inside of you and make it go away
you know id give anything if I could
I’ve thought about you every single day
I wish I could talk to you but im not sure if I should
When they told me how bad things really were
All I could do was sit in the dark and cry as I prayed
I prayed that god would make you better
And that he’d send you my love and never let it fade
I want so badly to help you
Just to hold you close to me and never let you see another day of pain
But every time I see you I don’t know what to do
You look like you carry the weight of the world on your shoulders, and help only strengthens the rain
The storm clouds of your life take you away
And im left here with nothingg but the sound of my own endless cries
Ill love you forever and in my heart you’ll stay
I just hope with all I have that your heart will feel that warmth before it dies.