The first time i met her
she was the girl of my dreams
i knew who she was
but she didn't know who i was
the start of are relationship was great
i talked to her the first time
and she talked to me the first time
i felt love was there
i didn't know if she felt the same way?
but my question was answered
she did like me
and she wanted to see if we would be great together
we were perfect for each other
i was there for her
and she was there for me
and we both loved each other
and we both cared about each other
so in the end
i had to leave my friends
so i would have time to hang out with her
my friends were supportive
they supported me all the way even in the end
so? i sayed good bye to my friends and told them that I'll be back to hang out with them if i ever had time
everything was great
everything was perfect
a month as pass
and i was still with the person i love
but each day?
i had my fears
i had my worries
that some day that one of her friends will take her away from me
so i was over protective
and i was over guarded
i didn't wish she would get taken away from me
i love her to much to see her leave my hands
or leave me
so in the end i told her how i felt
but it was a mistake
i thought she would understand
cause i trusted her
i told her every time what was on my mind
cause i love her enough that i could trust her
but in the end?
she had her own fears
and she had her own worries
she was sad
she was in pain
but she didn't trust me that much to tell me
so in the very end
she told me how she felt
and all the pain she had inside
i was shocked
i was in terror
i didn't know she was in pain
i didn't know she was sad
i thought she was okay
i thought she was fine
cause every time i ask her
she would always say she fine or nod her head
so i trust her and thought she was okay and didn't worry about it that much
but i never knew in the end it would come back and bite me
i worry ed about her more then myself
i would always make sure she ate
or she slept well or she was doing fine
but in the end
it was her feelings that i didn't worry ed about
so she left and told me to find someone else
after all the great things we had together..
i just don't understand
so i ask for forgiveness
and ask for another chance
but she even say ed everything would had been fine if she trust me and told me how i felt..
but she just didn't want to go on
and she didn't want to get in to a bigger fight
well? i understand
you had your worries and fears
i guess my life not gonna be the same after all that
