Scared

by Rachael   Jan 17, 2005


Your love was mine
and mine was yours
till you said those hurt full words
you turned me from kind and humble to barely able

My words come out mumbled

I used to say it will all be OK
because our love was some thing
that let us through

you use to yell
and through around
hurtful things
that should´t have been said
but i put them off
pretending our love was strong
you never once said sorry
I tried so hard to let you see
that every thing was meant to be
you loved me so that is what i know
but as i look back now
i see nothing that i wanted
but instead i craved it
like a coke addict
i craved and needed you
if i had, had a clear mind
may be then i´d walk away

so i let you stay
i let the tears come and go
i let you say what you needed and wanted
I couldn't believe that you walked away
after all the shit you put me through
i´m to blame i´m the fool
who let you in
and say those hurtful words.
so now i´m scared
scared to love, scared of being a fool in this silly game.
scared of you
to come back again
cause i might just let you back in again
let you say those hurt full words
that left me blue
let you say and make me feel as if i´m nothing.
you changed me, i use to be kind and humble, but now all i do is mumble.

scared............

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