You keep me alive

I cry so much
My eyes are pitch red
I think I am
Better off dead

I want to be happy
Oh so bad
Don't you hate
When evryday your sad

All I ever do
Is plan out my death
My perfect suicide
And my one last breath

Hanging there
From the tree in my yard
Man I wish
Life wasn't this hard

It's really bad
When your favorite dreams
Are suicidal
and full of screams

I wake up in the night
Wondering why I am here
Why is my life like this
Is death near

But I won't say goodbye
Because of you
I won't say goodbye
Yes it's true

As longe as your there
For all the nights that I cry
I'll be alive
Till the day you die

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