The pain that comes at night

All throughout the day
I always dread the night
The night is when I feel
Like I just might lose this fight

I don't know why this happens
I wish I could explain
What happens at night
And why I feel this pain

Each and every night
I think about my life
And this is why
I contemplate the knife

I wish that there was something
More that I could do
And all this makes me wonder
If I'll ever make it through

I'm sorry for all the people
Who try and make this right
And I hate to dissapoint you
But I'll never see the light

The nights just seem so long
I wish that i could hide
Away from all this pain
That comes and hides inside

Please dont think I'm weak
And that I can't be strong
But why should I even bother
When in the end I'll just be wrong...

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