Cuts

I hurt myself today
tore into my skin
to see if i still feel
you thought this would
never happen again
but this time i did
and the pain is real
please don't get mad
just give me a chance
to explain, you just
cause me so much hurt
i don't have anything
left to gain, every time
you yell every time you
scream, every time you
cuss, causes me a life of
shame, you just hurt
me more deep then
what you've already caused
now all i have to remember
you by are all these cuts