Why did you.....?

I lie here on the floor,
Bottle in my hand,
See what you made me do?
now i cant even stand

I used to love life so much
It was blissful and so great
But now that is all gone
I am only filled with hate

Why did you do this?
Why did you break me down?
I used to have a full time smile
Now i only frown

Why did you make me do this?
Why did you make me scared?
Why did you say you loved me,
And all those times we shared?

Why did I let you win?
Why did i think you'd cry?
Why did you make me suffer?
Why.....did you let me die?