i love him so much. you have to help him stop hating me. when i asked him that question i didn't think he was going to get so mad. why does he get mad so easily. why lord why me why does he have to hate me why not some one else. he means to much to me for him to hate me. i don't know what to do any more for I've cry all the tears i can. i tried to tell him I'm sorry but he wont take it he just says sure OK. i don't think he knows how much he means to me. he means so much to me you have no clue. n right now i feel like dieing like i have no reason to live. lord why did my mom have me why. you should have never of made me for i am worthless n have no reason to live. my life is a big hole right now so take the dirt that came from the hole n put it back n the hole where i stand. so that i can leave this place before me life gets more crappy...so lord help him not hate me.
