This small, stabbing pain every few seconds.. right in my heart. it never seems to go away. it comes with the thought of you and the reminders of how i wasn't good enough. the thought of me walking away and you standing there, not moving an inch. i never was good enough, and you did prove this to me.. each and every day, when you wouldn't walk over to me, and you wouldn't talk to me.. when you were too good to say hello and too stubborn to ask me what was wrong. each and every day, the same thing, the same mistakes. you can admit it now, i don't care anymore.. tell the world why i wasn't good enough, explain to them why i wasn't worth it.. since you can't be bothered to try to explain it to me. so, i'm moving on.. and i know you don't care.. if you wanted me to stay, you'd say something.. anything at all. but you don't, because you never cared, and you never will. i love you, and i will continue to love you, a&f.
