Tonight I'm Going To Take My Own Life

Tonight I’m going to take my own life
End all my pain and hurt that I’ve felt for to long
Because I’m sick of living a lie and hiding behind my mask
Putting on a happy face and laughing out loud
Of pretending that everything is going fine
I’ve become so fake I don’t even know me anymore and I hate it
I can’t even begin to describe how much I hate what I’ve become
So tonight is the night I make it all go way forever
I will swallow these tiny white pills
Washing it down with alcohol to make the perfect death drink
Hold my knife to my scared wrist and push down hard
Harder and deeper than I’ve ever gone before
Because I don’t want there to be even the slightest chance
I don’t want to be found and given the kiss of life
Forced to continue living in a world I despise
So I bid you all farewell and say I’m sorry
For all the shit I’ve put you through
You must believe I never meant to do this to any of you
But don’t worry for you’ll never have to put up with me again
I’m going to a better place, a place where I no longer have to feel
For tonight I’m going to take my own life…

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