I am writing this letter to you
It's late at night
I can't sleep
I have to write it
This can be my last one to you
I've tried to sleep
So many times
But I can't get it out of my head
I can't focus me
I can't be quiet
I am screaming
Deep inside
Where nobody can hear me
I wish you could hear me
I wish you could understand me
My head is spinning
I'm trying to calm down
I have all these questions
Am I so different?
Why do you want to change me?
Why do you want to mess up my life?
Why?
So many questions,
So many wishes
I'm screaming them out
Nobody can hear me...
I wake up
It was just a bad dream
Everything is different
But you,
you do not love me
