I find myself at loss with no one there to show me were to go
Do they even see me or care how I feel
I whisper through the day like a rustle in the wind
They never stop to think is this the last day
I don’t know why I want them to notice
I always liked being a shadow before
Why now why the feelings
I am thrown into a storm with nothing to survive on
But the wind and rain that beat down on my face
I am falling with no way to reach the end or get back up
An everlasting day that never seems to end
A current that never flows the right way
A curve that never goes straight
The secrets they hide are always dumb
Why do I want to know?
I can live my life the way I want
Why do I go to them?
I try to find comfort
I only find the storm
The raging storm won’t go away it draws on my feelings
It makes me want to scream out
Why, why am I alive?
But nothing is my answer but the harsh cruel wind that slaps at my face
I find no reason as to the malice as to the secrets
Why are they so set on keeping them from me?
What did I do?
I ask them they say nothing their face as smooth as silk
No expression no reason just nothing
So I stand here with nothing no answer
I wait and I listen I try to hear them the words they say
But it is meaningless a jumble of words that is clear as a bell
Yet so jumbled up at the same time I’m confused
Are you my friend’s do you really want to be my friends
The rain washes the tears from my eyes and I shout in to them,
Or the nothing void
Who am I and why?
