What I Remember Is...

What I remember is
The way you used to hold me
The way you've always told me
To get rid of the old me

What I remember is
The pain I felt at night
When my love is not in sight
And Suicide felt right

What I remember is
Playing ball in the rain
To escape the pain
Thinking I was insane

What I remember is
I did it all for you
Because in the future I knew
That it would be just us two