My Plea

I know that life wasn't meant to be fair
But this time it's too much for me to bare
I lost my boyfriend, he was truly my best friend
And I just found out my grandpa's life will end
With school and friends there's so much stress
I can't take it now, my life's a f-King mess
There's also my family and my bastard of a dad
I got to keep up so my grades don't go bad
I need something, just give me some relief
Free me from my suffering, my sadness, my grief
I know I can't give up and I won't without a fight
But just for once could something please go right?