I use to wonder why I always got hurt
why I was the one feeling like dirt
now I realized its all my fault that I feel this way
because I wonder and think about every single day
I do this to myself hurt my self thats true!
I do it over everyone especially over you
you seem to always say the wrong thing at the wrong time
but for yet some odd reason I'm just glad to have you as mine
but some days I feel Id be better of dead
just because of some of the things heard and said
I some times get so mad
really angry really sad
I don't let you know
because with you my feelings seem to be harder to show
you the reason I stay up some nights staring at the wall floor or ceiling
I mean no matter what you seem to do I cant see myself with out you
because I love you it seems so true
you make me so happy that you mine
you make me smile laugh and cry at times
but all that seems to come up is the fact that I love you
but I cant let you know what is all true
I'm afraid that if you figure out who I am
that you no longer love me and will no longer give a dam*
