You held the key

I know your hurting and so am I
All I can do is cry
I ask myself why?
I always thought that you were a great guy
I just try to relax and sigh
I wonder when I see you will I be able to just say hi?
I almost wish you couldve just told me a lie
We had such a great tie
I always said how good you were to me
I told everyone that you held the key
I finally got so comfortable I could tell you that i had to go pee!
Can we ever just go back to how it used to be?
Could we ever just sit and drink tea?
Will my heart still feel that glee?