Pain and Sorrow

Why do I do the things I do,
Why do I say the things I say,
Why do I go through this,
Each and everyday.

I live my live in sorrow,
I live my life in pain,
I cry so many tears,
I think I'm going insane.

I just need someone to be there
To help me out and be my friend
I need someone to love me,
Someone to hold me in there arms till the very end.

I'm such a bad daughter
I'm such a bad friend,
My apologies are to everyone,
And to all of you I send:

I'm sorry for always messing up,
I'm sorry for always lying,
I'm sorry I did wrong,
I'm sorry for always crying.

I'm sorry I let you down,
I'm sorry I hurt you,
I'm sorry for everything iv done,
but believe me I'm hurt too.

But if you don't want to listen,
And you don't want to care,
Then I don't need you in my life,
With my feelings to share.

Maybe one day I'll find someone,
that will wipe the tears i cry,
Someone to be there for me always,
Forever by my side.