I hate her

I hate her
and she hates me
but i hate her more
she drives me crazy
She never gives me a break
when i think about her
i feel nothing but hate
She wont let me rest
she gives me so much stress
Shes like my impossible test
she puts so much pressure on my chest
Not even enough time to catch one breath
and the only escape from her is death
to kill her
then there would be nothing left
I fight day and night
shes the light that burns my fues
then i blow up like dynamite
Sometimes I wish she would go away
But to get rid of her would be to get rid of me
She is my stable what holds everything
We keep fighting
Face to face
no running for me, no hiding
She puts me to the test
puts obstacles in my way
atleast one distraction everyday
And when I let her bring me down
She goes down
We are one
The only way to get along is to fight her
because if i let her hit me
We both loose
She has lots to offer
but my fate depends on what I choose
I have to make the best of her and not let her bring me down
So when she pulls something funny
I'll show her I will not frown
And when she tries to flood my world
I will show her i will not drown
I will not let her win
no!
I know how to swim
We hate eachother so much
I want to leave her sometimes
Ive had enough
but I cant She is everything the source of my world

But sometimes I just want to stab her with a knife
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