Mother's **T E A R S**

I'm sitting in my room
Crying on the bed
I'm repeating this scary phrase
And whisper "I wanna be DEAD!!"

Mothers in the garden
Fixing her rose bush
I'm the one who messes them up
I take a a thorn and tell my little brother to shush

I take the the thorn
Dig it in deep
It hurts and then it doesn't
Faster..louder I weep

Mothers in the house now
She washes her beautiful uncut hands
That used hold me tight
When I show her mine..I swear she will never understand

Mothers in her room now
Changing her dirt stained clothes
Mothers getting closer
In my room she goes

She's confused by my crying
And my sleeves rolled up
The pillows soaked with tears and blood
My mind just sits there waiting for her to yell

Mothers on the floor now
The one where I sit and write
Mothers screaming out "Why God Why?!"
Mothers in her hands now screaming "Why my precious innocent daughter??!!"

Mothers hugging me real tight
Our tears mix into a river
Mothers comforting me now
Telling me its gonna be alright

Mothers not mad
Mothers just very sad
She thought she had a precious loving daughter who loved her
But it ended up she felt no one was loving her

Mothers praying for me
That I pick up deathwish and throw it away
Mothers going to sleep
BUt the image of her me crying hugging makes me wanna not go to sleep

Mothers dreaming now
Mothers shocked by what she found
Mothers still crying from that crazy day
She hopes just like I so that IT goes away

true story..