No help

Is there anyone to help me?
Or am I all alone,
Taking s**t to heart,
From people I do or don’t know,

I tell my friends how I feel,
And how depression made me this way,
But they don’t seem to care a lot,
They just look at me without a word to say,

One does make me better,
But my smiles go down,
Even if im happy,
I usually have a frown,

I didn’t want to end this way,
But there was nothing I could do,
The thoughts run through my head,
About dying very soon,

I may just be all talk,
But it’s me not making me go mad,
No one is willing to help me,
So I guess im gonna be sad.