I feel so left out
like I'm the odd one, cast away
i have for a while now
it becomes clearer each day
my wardrobe becomes darker
i wear more bracelets on my wrists
my hair is dyed from brown to red
frequently keeping clenched fists
i drown my sorrows away
soaking in the intoxication
introducing myself to new ways of life
as my mailbox fills with party invitations
depression fills my world
as it then comes to an end
it started crashing down
due to a few lost friends
