Im a toy soldier
Getting stronger everyday as I get older
Going through the most difficult battle they call life
Never giving up without a fight
Even though I got the weight of the world on my shoulder
It aint eva gonna be ova
I can’t shed a tear thats just not me
Gotta be tough don’t represent weak
Got my father looking after me gotta make him proud
Living up to othas gotta show em down
Never had someone who actually cared
That’s how I got tough no one ever bein there
Trying to raise myself teach myself new things
I don’t understand what the word family means
This isn’t a family im a toy soldier in the army
Being hit and interrogated for all the answers that you need
But no longer do I care you can hit me til I bleed
No matter what you or anyone else will never under estimate me
All these bruises and scars I carry on my body and soul
All the painful memories fighting against me as I go
Im a toy soldier
One that can neva be broken
I will fight the battle alone til I win
Sleep wit yo eyes open cause you don’t know when
Im full of suprises aint that fun
And everyone asks me why im so messed up
Cause all of the people who left me and gave up
You all are the reason im so corrupt
That don’t matter anymore I don’t need you all
I would catch myself but I don’t intend to fall
I don’t want anyone to ever come close
Cause I know in the end they will just let go
Don’t try to go against me I am the best
Every struggle every hard fight ive passed every test
All the troubles and problems ive been dealt with in life
I don’t care anymore ive going through the stife
Im a toy soldier
That will never change
Im still fighting the battles
Of life everyday
