She called that morning
crying and yelling
screaming how its her fault
but it wasn't
she said hes gone
who's gone i asked
your love
your best friend
your life
him
thats who is gone
I just stopped
i didn't know what to say
my entire world was gone
in the blink of an eye
i dropped the phone
and fell to the floor
i started crying nonstop
now here i stand in front of a church
in a black dress
just starring up at the sky
and a tear ran down my cheek
as i remembered how much we fought
and how i hated you
wanting you to just disappear forever
and never come back
but now here i stand
without you
and all i can think about is how much
i miss you
and need you to come back to me
i wrote this for mi best friend A.J,
who passed away 3 years ago.
I love you and i will never forget you.
