Blood drips
my breath skips
tears fall
I cant cut away it all
crimson red is my wrists shade
blood stained is the blade
all this pain
I've got nothing to gain
but nothing more to loose
I drink but not any booze
just water and much to many pills
heat flashes, then the chills
round and round my world spins
my mind is starting to dim
I'm dieing but its okay
I wanted to go out my own way
