My body shakes
as i look
at these paper cuts and scrapes
My hands shake
as i run them along the paper
of this book
but this just isn't enough
I have to get my razor
I know if i just cut
real deep across my vain
I'll go down like i was tazored
My mind aches
for all this pain to be over
I pray for all this pain to go away
I pray to help me get through
just one more day
I dont want to kill myself you see
This girl that cuts isent really me