My Promise

From now I'll count on you
To tell me if I'm okay or not
I'm just to weak to lead
Please take my hand and never let go

I'm beginning to feel the clouds
I'm beginning to try to speak
But I choke out my words with tears
The emotions of the past come running back

Before you know it hits me in the back
It feels like a block of ice
My heart starts to melt
From how I've felt

Your answers are coming now
Your help has helped so far
I hope things get better soon
I'm left with one last scar

**not my best but first read "Mother's **T E A R S** to understand this one**