i have one friend who exchanged me, our 13yrs of friendship she throwed, for someone new.
i have one friend who fought for me, never.
i have one friend who by my side she leave, knowing all against my tide, left me in just a bliss.
i have one friend who drops, one ink in my cup, who ruined my life my goals, and left me unexplained.
i have one friend who betrayed me, told every single lie.
i have one friend who left me,
who looks at me with shame, as if am not human, as im too numb for pain.
i have one friend who hates me, because of all my fame, now she took it all from me and act like am the one to blame.
i have one friend who laughs, behind my back all time, looks at me so worthless, though i saved him from a game.
i have one friend who wants to lure me, down the blackest pit, down beneath the earth where earthly sin are great.
i have one friend who understand, not me, not I, but herself, blab all about her ways and care for me no way.
i have one friend who took me, during the terrible tide, but when im inside her house, as if i wasnt alive.
i have one friend who listen to me, but doesnt give a damn, just plain ears she\'ll lend me then walk out like i wasnt there.
i have one friend who believe, all about the lies, making it all possible, its just too much my god.
i have one friend who left me
when the raging tide hurled in,
but came back only, to talk to me about her life. never did she ask me, never did she ask about me.
i have one friend with me, every single day, then suddenly i found out, she\'s telling lie about my pain.
i have one friend who\'s with me, in times of happy stage, then suddenly cant glance at me, he look at me with shame.
to whom should i tell this?
to whom should i tell the truth?
when everyone\'s around me
dont want to hear the truth.
it hurts me, it hurts me.
i just cant understand?!
how could they all do this to me?
dont they know im in pain?
it ve been only months
when my best friend died...
its only been a month
when the one who defend me..is gone...
they dont care, thats all i have to know.
i have to get back to myself
before id go insane.
i have to catch myself
all my falling piece...
i have to understand
i just have to stop my tears.....
i just have to be alone..
cause no one understand me...
not even my family....
