Faith

As I sit here I wonder about life.
What am I meant to do with my?
What is my destiny, what is his plan for me?

Am I meant to live just another mundane existence?
Go from day to day with a purpose?
What is my significance, why am I here?

I continuously turn to god for these answers.
For only in he can these answers be found.
I know he answers as best he can for me to understanding.
But that just it most times I can’t.

I ask him for a way, deliverance and happiness.
I wonder sometimes if I even should since my troubles aren’t half of what some go through.
“Lord all I ask for is happiness and contentment.”
Enough to live comfortably and any problems that we might have to face, surmount them with the greatest of easy.

I know that when you feel like you can’t take it anymore take it to the lord and I always do.
But I think I might be becoming a burden.
No one’s a burden to the lord right.
Well I feel like one sometimes.

Happiness is all I ask. Is all I want.
Financially, emotionally, mentally, spiritually and physically is for what I’m searching.
Tall order, yea I know. But that’s what we all want, I guess?
Question remains that who will get it.
“I love you father”