They tell me to ...

They tell me to talk
To let my feelings out
Write them down on paper
But never does it help

They tell me to forget
Stop living in the past
The futures bright and beautiful
If only that were true

They tell me to start living
To be cheerful and care-free
Yet how can I be happy
When all I see is dark?

They tell me to not to lie
To tell them what is up
Yet how can I tell them
This smile masks my pain

They tell me to study
Do really well at school
So I can get my dream job
In a world that doesn't care

They say they are always here
If I ever want to chat
The day I talk to them
Will be the day I lose my life

*please comment i will always return the favour if you ask!*