Not alone ?

I'm standing in the middle of the crowded field.
Transparent, that's what I feel I am.
Why are people passing without acknowledging me ?

And yet I have to convince myself that I'm not alone...?

I sit down for lunch at a small table
In the corner where nobody can see me...
I try to disappear in my own misery
All I can think of is : " death ! that's my only solution... "
But I'm still sitting on my own...

And yet I have to convince myself that I'm not alone...??

No one's there to hear my stories,
No one that cares that much

And then out of nowhere
This stranger comes and talks to me as if we were old friends

He tells me he noticed I have beautiful eyes,
But that he sense deep sorrow in them

We begin talking and laughing
Everything seems so perfect.
At last someone made a move

But wait a minute..
I look around me and I see people laughing...
Are they laughing at me ? I ask him
And I turn around to see that nobody's here...

I have been talking to myself the whole time.
Have i become that desperate ?

I go back home, tears in my eyes.
Fed up with this life, my heart cries.
I take the cutter in front of me
And let the blade cut my veins into pieces.

The next thing I know,
I'm in hospital, nobody around me
But the same guy I met earlier...

I'm dazed and confused.

He looks at me and says " come with me "
I obey silently and a second later I'm dead...

He took me away to heaven.

I'm not alone after all..
An angel was looking after me...