I just realized i don't need you.

by *~^Heart*Broken^~*   Jan 20, 2005


When we were together you said you hoped we\'d never part. You told me no other girl was the same or could fill your heart. You said you had never felt this way before, you told me i had reached new floors. you said you had no more feelings for her. you told me all the past with her was now just a blurr. you told me you loved me and that you hoped i would see. you wrote me long letters and really made me believe. you did all this just so you could decieve. you broke up with me because of a lie. all i did for days was lay in bed and cry. i didnt call you, i figured you needed space, but then to figure out your memories of me had been erased. you were with someone new. someone who said she really cared for you. i saw something you couldn\'t see. everybody did. she tried to play you with your best friend like you were just another kid. you 2 broke up so i tried to take a chance, it didn\'t work out. but i still knew i loved you with out a doubt. i talked to you online. it seemed you were going through a really hard time. i helped you through it all. and you told me tomorrow you would call. but never did my phone ring. you had me waiting, hanging by a string. that night you were online again, we got into a fight, things were really starting to end. but then you said these words that will always haunt me \"and to think i wanted to get back with you, i just didnt see\" you were sayin i had said you were the only one but then you said it wasn\'t true, there was another one. but what i said was completely true. im in love with only you. but you don\'t really care. even though i was always there. you went back out with that playa. you should have known was betta. you 2 broke up and it gave me hope, but you don\'t want me and i just have to cope. your with the girl you \"had no more feelings for\" so ya, you lied. i didn\'t reach no floors! i thought i couldn\'t live without you but i just realized that i have to. yes i still love you, yes i still care. i will ALWAYS always be there, but im not going to die. im not even going to cry. cause my life doesn\'t revolve around you, even though my feelings are true. i don\'t need you to live my life. I don\'t need to be your wife. i can and will move on.but just so you know, these feelings are never gone.

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