Will you stop now im dead???????

Did you ever think about
what you put me through
did you ever wonder
if i did it too

did you never think of me
as you bought the blade to your arm
did you never listen
when i talked about self harm

didn't it prompt you to stop
when i mopped up all your blood
did you never realize
i helped as much as i could

didn't it even enter your mind
that it hurts me too
couldn't you have thought of someone else
instead of only you

didn't you just want to stop
when you ended up in hospital
didn't you even realize
you really are that ill

didn't you ever see my pain
or the slashes on my wrist have you realized now
my words are worthless

did you ever think
that id leave your side
will it make you stop now
now I'm the one who died

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