Why do i feel this

I don't have anything against you
absolutely nothing
but you like the same guy i like
and watching you guys just makes my eyes sting

you have no clue how much i like him
and you took the spark away
and now its buried in a ditch
because all it ever was..was probably just a waste

it just doesn't make since
why this always has to happen
when i find someone i really like
it just gets ruined again

but this time
i found the right one
he's nice and funny
but you already won

you guys always sit next to each other
and he already chose you
the truth is obvious
so should i just find someone new?

why do i feel this
i barely know you
you seem real nice but you don't even know
that you stopped my dream from coming true

you took away
all i ever wanted
it ruined my day
and it seems as if I'm haunted

why do i feel this
when i really don't want to
but why does this have to happen
what did i ever do?