You Will Never Understand.

by Marta   Jan 20, 2005


Words will never be enough
To what I am trying to say
You will never understand
The pain I feel each day.

No... don't say you know
Because you don't know
About the life I do live
Or the things I show.

Slowly, I'm already giving in
Now I just don't even care
What life is and isn't
Because I know it's unfair.

If you had a day in my shoes
I don't think you would last
It's not what you think it is
Everything comes at you so fast.

Each day I grow in more pain
And the more weaker I get
It hurts just to open my eyes
My past is even harder to forget.

I hate what I've become
This monster that's in me
I want everything to go away
Especially what I always see.

I'm so sick, and so tired
At times I can't even walk
Because these small steps
Aren't even worth the block.

Then I have those days
That in my mind I'm sure
That this will be finally it
That there is no cure.

I just want to go away
And not take your hand
Because in my mind I know
That you will never understand.

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  • 19 years ago

    by lifes big mistake

    i can relate to that i feel the same
    well done
    lilkit xx

  • 19 years ago

    by »«¤ß詤»«

    wow what a sad poem but its really great and well written your heaps talented! excellent poem its very deep and creative! 5/5
    bec xXx

  • 19 years ago

    by Carrie

    Hey,
    Actually I do understand and im sure alot of other people do. you're just so wrapped up in what you feel and yourself that you dont take a second to look and notice the people around you that do understand. it aint worth taking you life, BELIEVE ME! You think you got it bad, well think again others got it worse! Just be glad you are alive and breathing!

    -Carrie

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