Never give up when you feel like letting go because if you never go on with pain you'll never learn or grow.
Don't just take out and a knife and start to cut your wrist. And think to yourself lifes not fair so I need a little twist.
When you feel like dying just hold on tight. Never let go hold on with all your might.
When you don't think people care about you trust me they really do or else they wouldn't be there helping you make it through.
If you have tears that you really wanna cry let them all out so you can let the pain just fly.
Let it leave at once so it's all gone away so nobody can cause you anymore pain not one more day.
Suicides not the way to go. You may ask me why I think this and all I say is trust me I know.
I've thought about it before, I thought I was better off dead. I just wanted to get away and finally rest on my death bed.
I was all wrong. Nothing was ever the same until that one day when I heard him calling my name.
I was best friends with him and I was so glad. When I was with him it felt so good. I felt like I could talk to him and he really understood.
My life was getting easier and easier by the day, until I found out he might be moving away.
I cried so hard, harder then ever before, my best friend might be leaving, I had only nightmares about things like this before.
I didn't want him to go, because it would hurt so bad. He was the one who made me happy when I was really mad.
I found out he wasn't leaving I was so happy but I was also sad because I knew he really wanted to move and he was really mad.
We're not really friends anymore. But there's one thing that I will always know.
He was the one who changed my life. He was the one who saved me from that shiney knife.
He didn't want me to have to let go. I was like his little sister that he wanted to watch grow.
I miss him so much, sometimes I cry at night just saying to myself I miss him so much, and now nothing ever seems right.
Sometimes I still do want to die but then I think of him and I always say to myself just hold on because time will fly.....
I wish we were still friends Jerry thanks for everything you've ever done for me! No matter what in my eyes and heart you'll always be my big brother and I love you very much! I'm gonna keep going and stay strong all thanks to you!
Love
Nickie
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