Im sorry

Im sitting in this room
Writting away
The time of my departure is near
This time I'm glad i can't stay.

You look at me like I'm a freak,
I'm tired of the looks
I'm tired of you thinking IM weak.
I'm Tired of trying to please you

I'm sorry If i failed you
I'm sorry you don't care
I'm sorry i told you
That i would always be there.

I'm sorry you lied
I'm sorry i cried
I'm sorry I tried
I'm sorry my hearts fried.

I'm sorry you hate me
I'm sorry i fought
Don't trust anybody-always hold on,
those are the things i was taught.

I'm in the eye of my defeat
I'm tired of crying
I'm giving up myself-can't hold on
I'm tired of trying.