Missing (Never Knowing)

Do you know what its like
to lye alone at night
Not knowing where your loved one is
Or if he’s still alive

He was taken from me one sunny day
I wasn’t at all religious but now I pray
I want my boy back
I want him safe

They say its worse not knowing
And I’ll tell you that it’s true
my one and only love is missing
And I don’t know what to do

Was he killed painfully
Was he put to sleep
Did he die thinking of me
Was he drugged and beat

If he is dead or no
Is a thing I do not know
But you have to expect the worst
Its the way these things go

I walk down the street
Hoping he will be the next face I see
But I know he is missing
And he won’t be coming home

He was the happiest man
Smiling all the time
He made people laugh
And he took away their pain

Why would someone take such a precious boy
Was it all a sick joke
Was it just a ploy

All I know is he’s missing
Without a word in site
I know he won’t be coming
home to me tonight