Dear Daddy

I'm sorry to say daddy that Ive never felt you really cared,

And when I reach out to touch you, its like you're not really there
.
You always bought me off, and thought it made me happy,

But daddy, all I really wanted was for you to hug me.

I only wanted attention from you,
Thats why I do what I do.

So daddy when I walk around in that tank top take a look at my arm.

Then will you care now that I'm doing myself harm?

Will you finally realize,
That the light has been swiped from these once blue eyes?

Will you finally pull yourself away from that TV?

And go outside and play football with me?

I know its been hard for you because the one you loved died,

And daddy it scared me to see such a strong man cry.

But you weren't the only,

Because I too am dreadfully lonely.

But daddy this is no exes,

Because of you my grip on that knife is tighter not loose.

So come on daddy and lets go outside,

And forget about those tears we have cried.

For her death was the only thing that brought us together and maybe that what she wanted to do.

So daddy please understand that shes not the only one that ever loved you.

Because I love you too,

I just wish you would open your eyes and see that I'm fatly growing,

And when you decide to open your eyes you will see that my cuts are badly showing.

So daddy I ask you once more,
Before I lay dead on the cold wood floor,

Before you wake up to the daughter you never knew,

The daughter that just wanted love from you