I sit here with my problems
Thinkin mine arent worth solvin
Im anorexic and starvin
My tomb stone, already carvin
I sit here while i weep
I wish i could be put to sleep
Im runnin up a hill too steep
I wanna get slaughtered like a sheep
You look at me in disgust
I wanna die in the dust
My boddy rottin in lust
For a thin body i cussed
I sit down with my picture
I put it to flames thats for sure
Im soo sorry my beloved sister
But tell mommy i love her
Dont even bother with your tears
I wanna get rid of my fears
So if your gonna listen gimme your ears
Im slowly diein criein bloody tears
'Death is my freedom' is gonna be ingravin
On top of my grave that im soo deliciously cravin
My lyf is useless so my lyf aint worth savin
I wanna sink to hell, that is my heaven
I try somethin new every day
I see it shine as there it lay
I slowly walk as i pray
'Cut deep' i quietly say
I sit there with the nyf
Sayin im gonna take my lyf
I cant bother with this fyt
To stay alive when im not aryt
I cut deep and look at my reflection
I see a fat person with a lack of affection
Dont bother ask me why bcz this is my selection
I died all bcz being skinny is my Obsession
