Lets go star gazing

My star is you.
I love you so much,
I miss you even more.
You mean the world to me.
Life isn’t the same without you.
I want to go star gazing.
So that way I can look for you,
Talk to you,
Tell you how much I love you,
How much I miss you.
Shortly after you died mommy told me something that I’ll never forget….
“Grandma’s body was the only thing that died.
When you look in the sky remember that she’s there,
Watching you,
When you look at the stars at night and you see the brightest one,
You’ll know that’s her.
Remember she’s always there,
Just way up there.”
So when I look out of my bedroom window I know I see you.
It took me forever to figure out that when I cried you saw me,
When I missed you, you where there,
When I needed you, you where there.
But now I know that…
So every time I need you I’m going to go watch the stars ether alone or with a friend…
But somehow I’ll tell you that I love you.
So if you read this and you are my friend,
Let’s go star gazing,
So I can tell my grandma everything,
How much I love her,
How much I miss her,
How much I need her,
How much I’m sorry for not saying bye,
And most of all how I’ve got friends like you to make it threw.
So she’s knows I’ll be ok.
She might already know that,
But I want to tell her that.
So let’s go star gazing…
We can sit at her grave and watch the stars,
And talk to her.
We can tell her about our lives,
We can tell her how much u mean to me,
We can tell her things about my life.
So when you ask me what I want for my birthday…
Don’t ask;
Let’s just go star gazing.

*i wrote this one after my grandma died...*