Recovered

I never thought I’d say this,
I never thought it could be true,
But guess what….
I’m recovered….
I’m sorry for hurting you.
I was always sad or mad,
I never had good days.
Well guess what….
Today I can finally say,
I’m recovered,
And I’m sorry for ever being that way.
When I saw how much I hurt you,
I realized that I wasn’t all alone;
And people really do love me,
Why I will never know.
I used to always say….
“When you get pushed that far of the edge, you can never get back on.”
But guess what….
I WAS WRONG!
I’m recovered and walking along.
I had to be carried some of the way,
And use everyone’s shoulder and hand…and hope I wasn’t dropped.
So now I’m here to say….
Thanks for believing in me,
Thanks for being there,
Thanks for not giving up,
I’m recovered,
Thanks you very much.
I will never go back that way because when life is at its worst….
It can only get better.
I hope you guys can forgive me for all that I’ve done….
And be thankful for all that I’ve over come.
All I’m trying to say is….
Be thankful for today,
Be hopeful for tomorrow.
The days will get better,
And don’t end them before tomorrow.
Remember, you can always get better,
And when you do,
Be just like me,
And scream…
I'M RECOVERED….and always will be.

*i used to be suicidal...sometimes it feels like i still am, but i am not to the point that i would ever do it any more*