Tell her I love her...

I just wanted to say I’m sorry.
I’m sorry that the baby died.
I’m sorry that she’ll never have the chance to live her life.
I’m sorry that you cried.
I’m sorry that this had to happen to you.
I’m sorry that your hurting inside.
I’m sorry that I wont be there.
I’m sorry that you lost your first born.
I’m sorry she’ll never go to school.
I’m sorry she wont live to be 1.

The only things I’m not sorry about….

Is that she’ll be in a better place.
A place where there’s no evil.
No evil to hurt her.
She’ll be in a place where she’ll always be happy.
A place where she can learn to love and grow.
A place some people would die for.
The place she’ll be in is heaven.

She’ll be without her mom and dad.
But soon me and you will join her.
And she’ll learn to love us,
Just like I love you.
Even though she’ll die and we’ll all cry,
She’ll still have the best two hours of her life.

Before she dies please tell her some things for me….

Tell her she’s lucky to have a mom like you.
Tell her we’ll still love her once she’s gone.
Tell her “I wish I was there but I cant so I love you,
I know you lived a good life,
I love you again,
And goodbye.”

Everyday on the day she died I’ll let a balloon go for each year she is,
I’ll write a message, sign it,
And once she get it she’ll remember us just as we do her.

*my best friend tiff had an abortion and then had a baby, Issabella, still born...this was written for her also*