Why cant this stop?(part 2)

People wouldn't understand,
so keep it to yourself!
your done crying,
all the pain and frustration is gone.
where did it go?
back into your head!
you wont realize it till he tells you again.
do it, 2 more times, now!!
as your sitting thinking to yourself,
no, get out, leave me alone!!!
next second later,
he must of gotten to you,
cause your bleeding!
bleeding new blood,
blood that wasn't there before!
why?!
he said so..
he got to you..
you listened..
you did it!!
what now??what do you do??
i don't know what to do you say to yourself..
Get Help!!
I'm scared!!
i cant..i wont!!