I'm addicted to you and I don't know why
All you do is seem to make me cry
I'm addicted to the pain
Which seems to be inflicted over and over again
I'm addicted to holding you so close to me
I don't know why I hold on when I could b free
You do nothing but hurt me Nothing but make me sad
I know i shouldn't cause having you is bad
No one knows how much I want you
So close to me if only some one knew
I had you so many times before
Yet i still get hurt but won't walk out that door
I want you to go away
But then I think about it I couldn't live without you for one day
You help me when I'm sad when I'm feeling shit
You help me when I've reached the bottomless pit
Your so bad yet your my helpful aid
I don't even notice anymore when I pick up the shinny blade
