Why is it

Why is it that I do for younger guys?
Why is it I tell you everything as we are friends.
But why do I want more, Cause I do.
Why is it I wish you were mine, cause if we aren't careful I will be yours.
I want you & it isn't a lie.
I'm scared even thou you said our friendship would not be ruined, I'm scared for other reasons.
I'm an emotionally scarred gurl cause of what that F*@# wit did.