I still love you after all of these years
Sometimes over you I still cry tears
You were my first love and my only one
Who knows what we could have become
I wished on a thousand stars in the sky
And many times I have questioned why
Why you did not feel the same way
And why you cannot be with me today
It is so hard for me to even begin to see
Why it was that you felt nothing for me
I remember every moment that we shared
And still deep down I know you never cared
You always made me feel so very small
Especially when I sat waiting for your call
It was so obvious that you were in control
By the firm grip you had upon my soul
I was nothing but a stupid little kid to you
You groomed me by saying you loved me too
And you took advantage of the fact I was naïve
While all along you knew you would leave
Did it make you feel good deep down inside
To think that you had robbed all of my pride
To know that at nights I lay in bed crying
And even at times consider giving up and dying
I believed that I would never make it past the rain
And in my heart I would always feel the pain
But now I look back and I am so much stronger
What you did does not affect me any longer
